Payday oh payday..

Payday...yeay kaching..

But hold on. 5 days on counting before Christmas. Meanings I have shopping to do. Not just normal shopping. But, extra shopping. I hate this. The fact that I have to spend extra money on Christmas preparations. Not that i'm against all sort of celebration...I just don't like spending money and burst my monthly budget. Especially in this age of global economic down turned with no yearly bonus and preparation for next year school new session. What do the world leaders know about our suffering? Nothing and they don't give a damn. Why? Because they are born with GOLD and DIAMOND spoon in their mouth. Yang penting mereka selesa hidup mewah boleh pusing satu dunia tanpa sesen pun keluar dari poket mereka. Kenapa? Sebab rakyat yang tanggung semua. Power is the powerful item and most important in the world. Maybe more powerful, valueable, addictive and damned most important than God (maybe).

For the time being just listing my shopping list and cursing in my heart and my head with worries projecting my heart like a movie premier. Iklan dalam kepala-bila next payday(God please let us with the jackpot  of 21millions). Ya you wish..

Waduhhhhh...

Busy month of November 2010. Reports to be done...files to be completed, meetings to be attend, dinner to attend(harus dihadiri), informations to be updated, activities...tonnes of it...

Doing it while FB and watching 'Cinta Kirana'...bikin sebel aja itu crita. bikin betek tau ngak jalan critanya

Rumusan untuk tahun 2010...most of my works i finished and done it well. From my point of view. ngak tau deh kalo ada orang ngak puas hati deh sama pekerjaan gue. Ya..ini cuman my view and what i felt. apa yg penting gue ngak ganggu orang lain udah.

gue musykil deh tentang undian ajk kebajikan staff. ngak tau deh kalau tu emang gue layak kok ato ada orang sih mau saboj gue. ya gue kan makhluk tuhan yang paling jahat deh di tempat kerja gue.. kalau emang tulus gue bertrima kasih banget. kalo niatnya ngak tulus moga-moga tuhan membalas budi orang yang ngak tulus tu deh..soalnya, gue ngak bisa deh.

cinta kirana- emang apa sih masalah kirana. galang itu ngak ingat kisah lama mrk. malahan galang tu udah menjadi orang yang teramat berbeda skali. kirana juga ngak tau apa perkara yang harus diutamakan.. masa sih cinta yang dikejar2. pekerjaan dibiarin. sekarang ni udah jadi begini hidup bagai gembel....

tapi sih...tu suma cereka aja. Gue hanya manusia biasa yang ngak sempurna deh. Jadian usah dipersoalan kelemahan orang kalo loh itu cuman manusia biasa seperti gue. maksudnya kita sama deh..sama level n standard. ngak tau deh kalo ada yg termulia kedudukannya sih..berdarah biru

Why is the complaining?

Why must we complaint about almost everything?

1. I think people complaining non-stop simply because it's their habit.

2. People complaining because they have nothing better to do.

3. It is because people think they deserved better.

4. It's all about who is right and who is wrong.

5. It's all about being in control.

6. It's about power.

7. It's about selfishness.

8. It's about intimidating others of you.

9. It's just simply because you hate the social circle you are in.

10. It's just happen that the person or the group are the minority.

Most of all i think you just being jealous and hate yourself.

People, human, individual, person,

what does make us????

which are you?

Paparazzi?

Reporter?

Spy?

Spectator?

Victim?

Celebrity?

VIP?

Informer?

Which category are u?

My home

few days ago... i rearrange my living n bedroom. result= more space for everyone...if only it is my own. Being just the tenant nothing much you can do about interior design...-sigh-surprisingly..bigger home doesn't mean comfort, smaller home doesn't mean no space enough for everyone..We are the person who create the space.

At least i'm happy with my little nest... cozy n warm.

Some many things happens for the past few months. Some are good, some are not so good, even bad too. Life changing process and relationships changes whether taking a step up or few steps below.

Never thought writing a blog would be such a good idea. But, it's a way to channel your thought and feeling and even experiences. Simply like sharing your life with strangers with no strings attached. Funny how life can be. Turned you into someone in the process. Blog is another way to channel your thought and ideas. Not to mention life experiences. I called it self therapy after stressful moments in life.

Next few days, how it's going to be? Another life changing moment or same old life. Time will tell.